I Feel Fine

I think of you and I don’t cringe anymore

sometimes I even smile

I believe i’m finally over you

I believe we are where we’re supposed to be

and I feel fine

It hits me and then I take a longer breath,

watching the life outside this bus

The air feels fresh and the sky is sunny once again

Memories will stay

though your face slowly fades away

I never thought it would end

I thought we’d make it forever

You know I’ll always love you

You know I’ll always care

There’s no point in saying goodbye now

You were always gone

and now i’ve finally moved on

You will be fine

Your voice still lingers on

but I don’t miss you

The emotional bruises of your touch don't hurt no more

and I feel fine

I close my eyes and I cross my fingers

Like a ghost rushing towards the light

I just felt you passing me by

And through the filthy glass

I open my eyes and smile.

16.junio.2009

Patches & Scars

I’ll make myself beautiful just for you

I’ll cut my hair and make it straight

So you can run your fingers through it, unafraid

I wanna stay captive in your arms

I wanna be locked up in your heart

And be with you forever young

Not a wrinkle on my face

Not any blood left running thru my veins

Not an inch of fat in my firm and flawless body

Only patches and some scars

That will let you fuck me anyway and anytime you want

I’ll talk and be quiet when you want me to

I’ll be silent while I crawl towards you

I’ll apologize for everything I did

I apologize for everything I’ll do

And I will never fall apart

No more drama coming out of me

No more tears you’ll have to deal with

I’ll let you trample upon me

I’ll answer all of your questions

And grant you all concessions

This way I’ll be worthy of your love

And I’ll watch the seasons pass by

Being pretty and with a big frozen smile

So you will never say goodbye

I won’t ask for anything

I’ll just give my everything